This tribute is one of my own, we have 2 tribute pages for my mum but they are my dads words, these are mine. My mum left my life (although she is still with me in heart, memory and love) the morning of 29th July 2006, I got that dreaded phone call at something like 4am from my dad, he was heartbroken I was heartbroken. I somehow knew when I seen his number ringing at such a ridiculous hour that something had happened with one of them. At that point my world fell apart, mum was my life, she was my hero and she was my best friend (she still is). My partner Gary drove me down to my dads and I didn't want to enter the house, I was expecting to see my beautiful mum sitting in 'her' chair as you can see her from the front door. When she wasn't there I broke down and realized it was true, my mum had been taken away from me, I fell into my dads arms and cried and cried, I didn't want to believe it, my mum? gone? No that would never happen to me but it did. My life has not been the same ever since, yeah I still smile and yeah I still have a laugh but deep deep down in my heart and soul I am lost, I've lost the most important thing in my entire life. Of course my dad is very important to me too just as much as mum, but a little girl can never ever replace her mother can she? Specially when we were so close. Even to this day when I go to see my dad, I still expect to see her in her chair smiling as I walk in the house, but then I don't see her and my world turns upside down once again, reality kicks in and I just want to cry. It'll be 3 years this year since I have seen her and each and everyday feels the same, my heart being ripped away because shes not here. We text each other everyday and without them it's another piece of me that's lost. I love you Mum and always will, you are with me every single day of every single week, month and year. I miss you my mum, my provider, my bestest friend in the whole world. Sleep tight with the angels and keep watching over me and the whole of 'your' precious family. LOVE YOU MUMMY XXX